Quotes Owned by Me

"What hurts the most is when someone makes your best friend like a stranger to you."
*Not sure but it came across my mind tho so I wrote it down

                                                                       

"I happen to have a little crush on stranger who smiles at me."

“Too much drama, can’t move on. That’s your ego. And for that, I feel sorry. Be mature."

“People who think that women are always right are actually narrow minded, because only narrow minded would say something like that.”

                                              

“You keep slipping away but don’t worry, I’ll keep my distance.”

                                    

“Just do your own things and blow up what they say, it’s your life and you deserve to live it your way. There’s no need to tell the whole world what you’re gonna do because “I will do it” and “I’m doing it” are rather different.”

"Is it weird when I love to read and watch serial killers and sort of things which associated with human beings because I find them fascinating? Don’t mean of being a peculiar person but I learn things that truly vindicated."

"Can’t you just take it easy,pretend like you don’t care,blowing up what they say,and don’t keep slipping away."

“I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo, I’m clumsy, I’m nerdy, I’m a geek, I’m a genius, I’m wacky, I’m silly, I’m a whiner, I’m scatterbrained, I’m quiet, I’m loud, I’m calm, I’m chaotic, I’m funny, I’m serious, I’m emotional, I’m carefree, I’m faithful, I’m a sinner, I’m grumpy, I’m impatient, I’m a dreamer, I’m beautiful, I’m adorable, I’m ugly and most of all, I’m hopeful!”

''Those chills actually hurt."

                      

“I’m just like other teenagers, I just have something that called self-control. Yet, I feel so empty. It’s a lie if I say no tho!”

“I went through what they called love, I experienced heartbreak. You see that I’m a loner for many years because I don’t make it twice!”

“Why U no play fair and square? You sound like an empty rhetoric. All sizzle…and no steak.”

“My head is spinning and I’m barely breathing, my chest is filled with pain and I’m getting insane!”

“I want to get back to who I was before. Where the only thing I need to do is struggle. The rest would be planned by Him.”

“Please make it worth my time whenever you’re with me. Or else, back off. I got more important things to work on with my best friends”

"Don’t fuel me if you don’t want a flame."

"You can't undone what has been said and done,
but you can try to make it better again."

"Don't blurt out to me everything like I'm nothing."

"It doesn't matter what people think, you'll always stick to yours when it comes to the people you love."

"They aren't entirely bad, they're just humans being humans. I guess making mistakes is one the rules of being human"

"Is curiousness an advantage? If it is, then why does it hurt me?"

"I'm not that kinda girl who gets swept off easily but I can't help falling in love with someone profound and mysterious."

"They keep telling us to be yourself. What if the personality you show them is precisely who you are? And your attitude actually depends on the people you hangout with? It's only relevant to the fakers who hide their own genuine backgrounds."

"Have you ever experienced when your blood abruptly rises up and your chest is about to explode? Have you any idea of what it is?"

"I didn't know that it would it hurt me so freakin bad. Maybe I haven't felt this feeling for a long time period that I might lose it but I can't bear it. How could you guys survive this nightmare? That's why I never wanted to get myself into it. It scares me to finally feel it one more time after the incident back in 2011."

"The silent pain is breaking through my chest that it almost causes an explosion."

"I can't stand living but I'm also afraid to die. That's why I'm not really living but just breathing."

"Befriend with someone who has the same wavelength as mine is one my greatest wishes."

"The terror in their eyes makes me want to show more."

"I'm tired of my personality confuse, mood swings. What irks me more is that they both happen in such a short space of time"

"It's hard to keep sane when you don't have the ability to think straight."

"You don't need to stand out to be the best, but you need to be the best to stand out."
*Not sure if it's exist before cause it came across my mind so I wrote it down

"Sarcasm is the most powerful way to make someone have a punch in the gut."

"Friends are supposed to comfort the f**k outta you, not to stir up a shit storm stew."

"Unique is when ugliness looks beautiful."

"People look guilty because they don't focus on anybody else's fault"

"A friend said this, "Why do I always bump into broken souls?",  My only thought is "Maybe you only pay to those who are"

Will be added..

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Harapan hanya Harapan

Harapan? Memang. Semua orang pun ada. Harapan aku cuma, dapat teruskan hidup tanpa menyusahkan orang tua lagi. Aku sudah 18 tahun. Kalau boleh aku mahu hidup di rumah sendiri dan ada kerja, apa saja, yang boleh bagi aku makan. 

Pasal pasangan hidup? Aku fikir juga pasal tuh. Tapi aku tidak peduli sangat pun. Aku rasalah kan, antara semua kawan-kawan aku, sejujurnya, memang akulah yang solo sekarang ni. Yang lain nampak macam sudah ada perancangan hidup. Tidak aku. Kawan aku tidak banyak pun. Kawan rapat cuma 4 orang, itupun sekarang sudah sibuk dengan hidup masing-masing. Aku memang lonely. Sunyi dan sendirian. Tapi, aku okay saja. Lelaki? Memang aku tidak boleh rapat dengan dorang. Even sebut perkataan 'lelaki' tu pun macam janggal oO. Aku cuba juga untuk rapat dengan orang. Tapi memang tidak boleh. Terfikir juga aku, kalaulah aku cantik kan, macam orang lain, kalau tidak pun, sekurang-kurangnya adalah benda menarik dalam diri aku. Tiada langsung. Aku mungkin cuma 'another option' untuk orang yang sudah tiada kawan. Kalau jumpa yang lebih bagus, mungkin aku ditinggalkan. Aku okay saja. Aku tidak kisah juga. 

Last time aku couple pun masa umur 14 tahun, baru mau menginjak 15. awal tahun tuh. Sampai sekarang aku sudah lupa macam mana rasanya ada 'kawan rapat lelaki'. Ada juga yang bawa, aku tidak terima, sebab dorang tidak kenal aku. Cuba kalau jumpa, mungkin lari sebelum sempat b'bual. Hahaha. Aku sudah biasa dengan rejection, sebab tuh aku sangat hargai bila orang baik dengan aku. Tuhan ja yang tahu perasaan aku bila kena layan macam terlampau hina oleh orang yang tidak kenal aku. Ada juga yang baik dengan aku, kawan-kawan dalam kelas tahun lalu saja. Itu pun tidak ramai. 

Aku juga bukan jenis yang kalau lalu depan orang, orang akan tengok. Kalau diluar sekolah pula, orang tengok aku macam tengok hantu saja. Pelikkah aku? Mungkin juga pelik. 

Pernah dulu waktu sekolah, waktu rehat. Hahaha. Aku tengok semua orang sibuk buat hal masing-masing. Tiada seorang pun tengok aku untuk cakap hai atau senyum. Aku cuba berdiri di tengah- tengah kantin tuh. Guess what? Tiada yang tengok pun. Heheheh. Lucu. Siapa yang tidak suka spotlight kan? Masa aku masuk tingkatan 4, aku mula ikut macam-macam aktiviti akademik. Aku ikut debate, public speaking, masuk macam-macamlah. Pernah sekali jadi pelajar terbaik bulanan. Spotlight jugalah disitu. But, still, tiada siapa yang tegur aku. Adalah beberapa orang pelajar yang tegur kadang-kadang, ada juga yang PM kat Facebook. Minta ajar English.

Aku tiada rupa, tidak pandai, tidak sihat, tiada bakat, tiada kemahiran, tidak tau apa-apa langsung. Sangat mustahil untuk aku dapat apa-apa peluang kecuali perkara yang biasa tu kan, maksudnya yang memerlukan ujian atau peperiksaan untuk membolehkan kita layak ke sesuatu peringkat. Macam belajarlah. Itu saja yang bolehkan. Aku rasa bagus lagi orang yang tidak pandai, tapi ada rupa. Dorang boleh saja apply untuk modellingkah, kerja terus jugakan? Ataupun kerja jadi artis teruskah. Dan kalau yang boleh menyanyi, pegilah seja ujibakat AF. Boleh sudah tuh. Not people like me. I have absolutely nothing. Even keputusan SPM aku tu pun biasa saja.

Pasal belajar pula. Hm... Sejujurnya aku tidak fikir langsung pun pasal tuh. Kawan-kawan aku yang lain ada sudah perancangan. Ada yang sudah jalan ke Semenanjung sambung belajar. Ada yang kerja diluar dan sedang mencari peluang sambung belajar. Ada juga yang dapat maktab. Aku tidak dapat maktab. Best rasanya bila dapat tau yang aku tidak dapat. Syok gilak. Memang aku gembira tahap gaban sebab tidak dapat maktab. Gembira sangat. ALHAMDULILLAH. Mungkin Allah mau bagi aku lagi bagus kan daripada maktab tuh? :') Aku harap begitu saja. Aku tidak rasa apa-apa pun bila tahu kawan-kawan aku sudah pegi sambung belajar. Aku tidak kisah pun. Langsung. Aku cuma rasa gembira sebab dorang sudah jumpa hala tuju. Aku sudah buka pintu untuk dorang dengan bagi panggilan kolej sampailah dorang akhirnya terima. Takkanlah Allah mau biar aku kan? 

ENTAH.... apa jadi sama aku ni. Hari ni aku bangun lambat lagi. Lambat tidur punya pasallah. Selepas hampir 4 bulan aku duduk rumah saja. Aku ambil satu kerja ni, yang memang dari rumah saja. Kerja dropship. Jual jam tangan. Jadi, aku try lah pasarkan di Facebook, Mudah.my, WeChat dan blog aku ni. Sampai sekarang belum dapat customer lagi. Ndapa. Dugaankan? Orang macam aku memang tidak akan mampu kerja diluar. Jadi, aku rasa kerja nilah paling sesuai untuk orang yang jarang keluar rumah macam aku. Kerja online sajakan. Menghadap telefon saja. Okay.

Aku bangun untuk masak nasi goreng, jadi sudah siap aku tanak nasi, aku potong bawang. Lepas siap, aku campur bawang tu dalam tepung. Teruskan sajalah. Simpan balik nasi. Lepas siap masak cucur tak menjadi tuh. Aku lupa letak garamlah pulak. Okay. Tu ja

Introduction

Another tale of mine!

Well, when I come to a new place with new people, I wonder.. I wonder what kind of personality should I show. Sweet and quiet? Carefree and loud? Or mature and firm? But there's one thing for sure, I'll reflect on how you treat me :)

Latest update : I'm just gonna be me.

"So, today is the official birth date for this new blog.
Save the date 8/5/15"

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